I am in misery.
For when I am in misery
The poem ceases to be
Words crafted and chiseled
From abstracted thought.
The poem begins to be me.
August 31, 2000
4.41 pm, Thursday
Big big change..
August 1, 2007No poems today.. no music too…
Been a very hard week for me… a big change coming up.. I know I promised writing about my toys… but this change in my life.. hope it's something for the better..
Will tell you soon!
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By Monday morning I would be seated on my usual station. I would take a deep breath and sigh…. For sure I will try to fight the urge to look at my left side. I know my tears are welling up by that time. I know there’s something missing. I know I would be waiting to hear that familiar voice!!! But I need to to pull myself together. I have to wipe the tears away. “You’ll be fine MIKO” “Domms will be alright”! I have to finish the emails I have to respond to each customer’s concern. But I feel this loneliness….. what will I do if I need to ask something….. How will I react if suddenly I would burst into laughter or shout cursing words about the mails I get. What if I need to tell a story about anything? Who would listen? It’s like torture!!!!!! I am more of a talker than a writer. I know I would not like the emails but Domms was there. He filled me in those times I needed interaction!!! I needed to voice out my opinions. That’s why I like the voice calls than emails bec I get to talk. But I survived!!!! Little did I know it was Domms all along those times I needed to be strong to stay at cyber. I’ll miss this guy!!!! Yes, I’ll get over it in a fashion. Memories will remain!!!! I shall treasure each moment I spent with Domms….. it’s something money can’t buy!!!!!!
Posted by MIKO at August 1, 2007, 8:53 pm